Profilectlx.Carlene Tan Li Xuan 11th July 1988. Currently 23+. Studied in St. Anthony's Canossian Primary and Secondary School, SRJC (first 3 months), TPJC, NUS FASS (econs). loves family, friends, chocs, western desserts, yellow, etc etc.
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Friday, October 08, 2004i'm wondering why people now are so tired and worn out when exams are yet to come(referring to o'levels btw), i wonder why sisterhood nowadays seem so insignificant, i'm wondering why families nowadays seem so torn apart, i wonder where all the true family love has flown off to, will it ever come back?i know many friends of mine hate their sisters, well i can't say i love mine, but ya, i find it so annoying when people keep saying how mean they were to their sisters, don't they feel guilty at all? people in the past confided most in their sisters, just like jane and elizabeth in pride and prejudice, when can we ever go back then again, where sisterly love was placed a top priority, where families were the ones who lasted forever, when can we truly appreciate our families again? they may not always be there, especially not with our deepest most problems, but they're definitely there in their very little ways, but who sees that? who can truly say they understand how their parents feel and think and appreciate it? who will bravely stand and protect your family in times of danger? who will love your family regardless of what they have done to you, who will truly say, "i truly deeply love my family with all my heart". reading books of the past make me really envious, envious of the simplicity of life and more importantly, that love that's spread so widely within families. we may feel that our parents have done us wrong, but let me tell you, they do no wrong, they only do what they feel is best for us, and it's true, put yourself in their shoes, think about their feelings. No parent will give birth to a child they don't want, no mother will go through all those pain to bear a child and send that child to his/her grave. They only want what's best for us and our future ahead, but how many of us actually realise that? we all take things for granted and we never cherish them, but how long do we need to cherish them? must something happen to them then only will we know how much they mean to us? Siblings may be irritating, true enough, but inside, they do care. I always put a very evil front in front of my siblings, so i suppose they don't really like me, but i have cried many a times because of the things they say which hurt me so deeply. those words cut me so deep i can't even rebut but i can only sit and blame myself for not being a good enough sister to teach them sensitivity. i blame myself for how my sister is now, when i think back, i think i ought to be killed for all those mean stuff i've done. now, it's too late, i can't turn back time, but i'm doing all i can to undo my wrongdoings. when will you all start? start forgiving, and learn to love. don't care how they can be such irritants or how much you detest them at times, treat them as a part of you, the way you treat your friends, give them the example of how a good person should be like, don't wait, start now before it's too late. //i wonder why you keep thinking i'm angry with you, i'm not!. honest! =) there is absolutely no reason at all for me to get angry at you so why should i, well unless you did something behind my back which i'm certain you didn't, so worry not ya... just concentrate on studying, we've all got to. don't push yourself too much, pace it out. don't think staying up late for a night will work miracles, no way, it's gotta take constant practise. so just pace yourself ya... well just to reassure you that i'm NOT angry with you, but ya, hope you've read my entry and learn and try with whatever littlest energy you have to try and love you sis. i hate to say this but i feel you oughta have stand up for your sis in you blog, i mean after all, she's your sis, you can be oblivious to anything that's happening to everyone else, but you can't ignore what's happening to your family, even if you hate them... okay? so i hope to see you and your sis closer together ya... well, that's all... tc!// |